You have no idea do you?
How you’ve scraped your fingers against the chalkboard life I’m living here.
I’ve been trying to get the sound out of my head ever since.
You painted a picture like no other.
I thought it was salvation but you knew it was war.
Did you even think about me?
I’ve been playing the same sad songs for 10 years,
And I’m growing tired of the tunes,
But you’re humming away like it’s the only way to breathe
And I’m suffocating at the sound.
I wish you knew how much you’ve ruined me.
I’ve been breaking apart my bones just to feel something other than your fingers against my skin
And I’ve done everything but carve my hatred into my lips.
You’re still living your life like I never needed an apology
And I’ve been waiting at your door for weeks.
Come out, tom.
Come out and face the mess you’ve made.
I’ll be waiting
— I keep telling myself he never hurt me but my life keeps saying otherwise (via ddeadwrong)
One day, whether you
you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.
However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find––
is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives.
You fall in love
and suddenly you fall into him
and you want to fall asleep with him
and you want to fall into his arms when you’re drunk
and you want to fall into deep conversations with him at three in the morning
and you want his fingers falling down your back in the middle of the night
and you want to hold his hand and fall into step with him as you walk
and you want him kissing you when the rain is falling so hard outside that you pull over because you can’t see through the windshield
and then 6 months later tears are falling down your cheeks
and you’re falling asleep alone
and you fall apart
— I fell for you in every sense of the word (via extrasad)