I wish things could be different between us, I wish that we could just be happy together instead of stuck in this awkward state of limbo where we aren’t together but neither of us have moved on. Unless you’ve moved on, in which case I guess I need to move on too. It’s so hard to tell what’s going on when we don’t talk. I just wish you knew how badly it hurts me that we never talk. I want you to be a part of my life, but I don’t know how you feel. Our conversations get shorter and shorter as time goes on, and that kills me inside. You say you love me and part of me believes it but part of me is just sad and frustrated that your actions don’t show that. I don’t need to talk every day, but we talk far less than that. Maybe I should just move on, I wish I knew what to do. If you read this I’m sorry, I just need to vent. Just know I’m not mad, just…I’m not quite sure. Mostly sad I guess. I’m sorry.