I can’t breathe without you, I miss you oh god I miss you so much. I want to be with you, I need to see you. I’m dying to be yours again.
That’s how you know you love someone, I guess, when you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.
I asked for prayers for you today, I hope that helps you get better. It was strange to talk to Pastor Ben about it because I struggle to believe in a god. But if there is anyone up there, I pray he will help heal you. Ben was really understanding and I trust that he will do everything he can to help you. I cried a lot when while we talked, and I was sort of embarrassed, but he helped me and he understood me. I love you so much and I hate seeing you like this. I want you to feel better because you are worth it. I just want to see you and tell you that.
I’m so worried about you…I hope you aren’t upset with me…I just wish you would call. I want to hear your voice again, I need to know that you’re okay. You are so important to me and knowing you are in so much pain is killing me, let me help you, I want to help you heal. I love you so much, I miss you. Please be okay…